It ain't easy being me
January 25, 2006 at 2:21
V-Grrrl in Dealing with Depression, Mike on the Bottom

by Mike on the Bottom

As Rodney Dangerfield liked to say, it ain't easy bein' me.

Like the late, great, Rodney, I've battled depression my whole life.

One of the things that led to my becoming friends with V-Grrrl is that the two of us have this in common. It can obviously be a burden, but it can also be a blessing in terms of insight and empathy

Because of this, I'm always looking for things that can help me--and help others afflicted with this disease. And it is a disease.

It may seem silly, but one thing that has helped me the past few years is the uplifting television series "Smallville."

 The show has connected strongly with teens and twenty-somethings suffering from depression because of the way it portrays young Clark Kent as an isolated figure who feels he can never be 'normal.' 

I had the opportunity to speak with Christopher Reeve about this not long before his death. Reeve, who played Kent and Superman in films, was proud of "Smallville" for that reason and was happy he had been able to make an appearance on the series toward the end of his life.

So I strongly recommend "Smallville" for those who even have periodic brushes with depression--and for those readers who have children with the disease. 

I also recommended the first soundtrack from the series, which is available at stores and as a download to iPod from iTunes. 

Especially inspiring is the Five for Fighting alternative rock song "Superman."


 

Artist: Five For Fighting Lyrics

 

Song: Superman Lyrics
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I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
I'm just out to find
The better part of me


I'm more than a bird...I'm more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It's not easy to be me


Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I'll never see

It may sound absurd...but don't be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed...but won't you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
It's not easy to be me

Up, up and away...away from me
It's all right...you can all sleep sound tonight
I'm not crazy...or anything...

I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
Men weren't meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

I'm only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
Inside of me
Inside of me
Yeah, inside me
Inside of me

I'm only a man
In a funny red sheet
I'm only a man
Looking for a dream

I'm only a man
In a funny red sheet
And it's not easy, hmmm, hmmm, hmmm...
Its not easy to be me

Michael Zitz Beckham, aka Mike on the Bottom, is not normal, and this is why he's a FOVG (Friend of V-Grrrl). Anti-social.

 

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